The fear and doubt that has been plaguing me came in the form of unrelenting whispers such as;
Sam will not ever be healed.
You have written a book professing that he will be healed, and he won't. What a joke!
No one is going to be changed by reading your story, it isn't really that special.
The world will laugh at you for your beliefs, God doesn't always want to heal.
Shut up, shut up, shut up, In the name of precious Jesus get out!
This fear was dealt a massive blow last night when God turned up in my bedroom and enveloped me in his strong warm warms and I felt his peace flood my mind and body. I slept like a baby in my Father's arms last night. I know it won't be the end of the fight, but God won this battle. You see when you do something big for God, like share your heart, your family and you obey him with blind obedience, the enemy will come in like a flood.
We have a God that is bigger than the flood and the fire!
When the enemy comes with his lies, don't entertain them in your mind, as I did this week. Be prepared with the Word of God in your heart and stand firm. Speak out his Word and his promises and God will do the rest.
Sam will be healed. It is by Jesus' stripes we are healed. Jesus came so that we could have life and life more abundantly. He heals the sick and the lame, the heartbroken and the lost. He will restore my son and we will praise God now in the midst of it!
The book will be read because God ordained it written. It will speak to hearts and transform lives by the power of Holy Spirit.
People may choose to laugh at my faith in God (even those closest to me), but I will stand firm through the fire and pray and bless them. Bless them and pray for them to know God who saved me and gives me life everlasting.
And now for this minute, I dwell in God's perfect peace.